_of Broken Heart and Those who Lied

p/s: It is an emo post, hard to relate to yours truly, whom many thought is calm and composed.

   
  It is not easy when the people you trust the most are the ones who lie to you and break your heart. It is hard when you cannot shed even a little tear for fear of letting that person know how much you care, or how much it hurts you.But most of all, the worst thing that is going to happen is you plastering a fake smile everytime people talk about it and keep going on with "Oh, I'm fine. Really."

  
  You know what is hard? It's the fact that you cannot say or even think a single thing against it, because you know he is happy and you want him to be happy. All the time, regardless of how much it hurts you to know you are not the one who makes him happy.


  And the damnest thing about it? You. Cannot. Cry. Not even a single tear, which often said to be an efficient healing method for the broken-hearted. You are too shocked to sleep, too numb to think and too tired to cry.

  
  I cannot believe this happened, too. And I thought I read too much romance books and other lovey-dovey stuffs. Because for once in my lifetime, I thought I have found The One. Silly of me to think so now. Life is short, and I am tired of looking for the right one. Maybe I am just not meant to be...

  Girls cry. Why can't I?